im not the same person i used to be 3 years ago. I apologise now if i do not respond to you the way you want me to. Im more selfish as a person, I would definitely admit it. I used to meddle in other people’s relationships and just i cared more. Now im all about keeping to myself and minding my own biz. Unless you are someone i love who knows i would be there no matter what, shut up and move on with your life. We’ve all changed why havent you?

I’ve been in a phunk the past few days. I just feel pressurised to drive R around. People, lemme put this out. im not there yet. My driving capabilities are still pretty shaky and might i add, raw? My car is long and just stresses me out. So when you tell me to drive you to places like Orchard and Little India, please understand why i rather not drive in the first place. I bail on her alot because i feel like alot is expected from me all the time.

I actually feel bad for my friends. I get mad at you, i build all these situations in my head and at the end of the day, you wouldn’t even had known that i was mad in the first place because i never told you or showed you the slightest sign of anger. I guess i have to find a better and more mature way of handling my frustrations with people.

I need to get over myself and start burying my head in my books. Goodbye all. (: