we played with sparklers on friday. My hot white neighbours were having a party, and here we were, 20 year olds playing with sparklers. But it was good, and it kinda broke the ice between us. Isn’t the photo above awesome? It reminds me of one of the photos that the gossip girl cast took, but okay obviously much much less glamourous.

im not the same person i used to be 3 years ago. I apologise now if i do not respond to you the way you want me to. Im more selfish as a person, I would definitely admit it. I used to meddle in other people’s relationships and just i cared more. Now im all about keeping to myself and minding my own biz. Unless you are someone i love who knows i would be there no matter what, shut up and move on with your life. We’ve all changed why havent you?

I’ve been in a phunk the past few days. I just feel pressurised to drive R around. People, lemme put this out. im not there yet. My driving capabilities are still pretty shaky and might i add, raw? My car is long and just stresses me out. So when you tell me to drive you to places like Orchard and Little India, please understand why i rather not drive in the first place. I bail on her alot because i feel like alot is expected from me all the time.

I actually feel bad for my friends. I get mad at you, i build all these situations in my head and at the end of the day, you wouldn’t even had known that i was mad in the first place because i never told you or showed you the slightest sign of anger. I guess i have to find a better and more mature way of handling my frustrations with people.

I need to get over myself and start burying my head in my books. Goodbye all. (:

it’s time to stop feeling sorry for yourself. if you want your life to be different, changes start from today. every tiny, small decisions will sum up to who will be tomorrow, and in the future. forget the little problems, the heartaches, embrace life. NOW.

credits: Sharifa’s friend, angelina

London trip is in a few days. After focusing on much of the planning, i just realised that i have no clue what im gonna wear. Have to do major shopping on sat. LOOK FOR PRETTY BOOTS! :D

People around me are all caught up in relationship drama. I will stay in my happy single corner and not interfere for once.

Friendship shouldnt be this hard. Furthermore, i feel like im always there for people more than they are for me. Ah oh well, this holiday couldnt come at a better timing. i need a new lease on life. Some sort of inspiration. I hope i come back just better. I dont know how, but one way or another, better. It is the city of the arts. I dont think i can ask for a better place to get in touch with my more artsy self.

On another note, im totally in love with my blackberry. I dont understand why m1 didnt activate my data plan the last time with my blackberry bold.

Im suffering from major chest pains. I thought it was because of the multitude amount of sausages(can lead to death) i was cosuming. But its still painful now even when im not touching the damn things. Hopefully exercising would be the cure. I feel like a 50 year old in a 19 year old’s body.

I wonder why im still awake. Usually by this time, i would be slowing moving into stage 1 non-REM sleep. HAHAHAHAH. I just inserted bio psych right there.

Goodbye all, i hope you are living a more purposeful life.

Im studying. But bcoz i love you guys, here.

WOOOO HOOOOO.

after many months of being broke and spending my holidays at bbdc, i have finally passed my tp. im so utterly proud of myself bcoz i actually screwed up my parallel parking but i re-did it and still managed to do it all under 5mins.

but now, its like REALITY. no more ‘thanks for your patience’ bumper sticker. it was exhilarating to be on the expressway. i have to be a little more garang already. alright, gooooodbye! 

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 lol!

really aweful day.

pms = super angsty the whole day.

went for lecture without knowing it got cancelled.

kim’s a bitch for not telling us. this is what i mean by when u be nice, ppl just walk all over you.

then this obese guy asked me for 2 dollars bcoz he wanted to take the bus. i gave him to him because its like what do u say? ” sorry, i cant give you 2 dollars to take a bus?” he honestly played the pity card on me. then i was thinking about it. He’s a grown ass man, why cant he walk to the atm and get the cash? Maybe he didnt bring his wallet with him. But thats obviously not the case coz he had NTUC bags with him.

When i need cash, i hope some kind soul would be nice to give me some cash. :)

all in all, a REALLY BAD DAY. i wish my period would come already. the PMS is really killing me. plus, im still partially deaf.

goodbye. may the force be with you.

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SHARIFA, I SAW THIS AND THOUGHT OF YOU. I NEED TO MEET YOU SOON. UNTIL THEN, CHEER UP AND OGLE AND THIS PIC. :D